Sunday, September 20, 2009
lost without you.
When better to blog when it's LATE in the night.
It's 3am and i'm still up. Are the old habits kicking in? Because everyone says old habits die hard. But do i really wanna be a nocturnal again?
Do i really want that life again? That life in the black hole. The one that ruined me.
No one ever told me.
Nobody cared enough to tell me, "Hey vyn, have you looked at yourself lately?"
Or maybe more like, no one dared.
But aah. I'm just still so bitter about it all. So glued to the past.
Please...come sit by my side and I will tell you a story. My story. Should I title it 'The Fall From Grace'?
{/3:00 AM} ♥
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
lost without you.
Oh goodness. It hasn't been just a while. It's been close to a whole year!!!
Hah. The art of neglecting & ignoring.
And it's so pathetic looking at my very abandoned blog. Yes. I don't even click on it anymore. I don't even have a bookmark for it. It's just -there-.
It's still just -there- because I'm contemplating. Contemplating if it's wise.
{/11:28 PM} ♥
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
lost without you.
My luggage was labelled "heavy". It weighed 31 kg. My mom's luggage was labelled "heavy" as well. Hers was 27kg. And we checked-in 3 other separate luggages. We were easily overweight ): But the kind guy didnt mention a thing. How nice! And you know, it was a great big effort having to haul all these luggages. I couldnt let my mom nor brother lift them on and off the conveyer belt thingies. I had to do them all. As usual, i became that big, strong son of the family HAHA.
My mom told me to bring back all my rubbish o.O She says i have too much crap in my room and was explaining the difficulties of shifting my stuff next time when i go back for good or something. I would have to ship my things back. So i brought back alot of not-gonna-use-anymore books. And alot of not-gonna-wear-anymore clothes.
I spent my whole early, early Tuesday morning (3-6am) to pack my stuff. I've been getting so little sleep ): it's crazy.
I spent most of my time in the plane SLEEPING. But i managed to catch all meals :)

Appetizer.

Chicken Thigh with Coconut Cream and Jasmine Rice.
This was alright. I really wanted steak. But i was sleeping when they came to ask for orders so my mom just anyhow gave me chicken.
But that's alright. Because i simply lurved the Lemon Meringue Tart!!! It was truly, truly mouth-watering :D

Some Black Pepper Beef & Mushroom pie for light dinner.
When i touched down at abt 9:30pm...i was asking if we were gonna have supper! And after a bit of hesitation, we did =) i had Cantonese Fried Yee Mee!!! Aah...being back home in KL is pretty. Late, late night supper available even on weekdays.
I went to meet up with Shaun earlier and i had a huge bowl of Cendol with him at Mdm Kwan's. I was so craving for it!!!
Then went to meet Chong & Heng for tea at Delicious at Bangsar Village 2. As always, Delicious was the meeting spot. I have a couple of pictures but not gonna post them here lah. Will do on facebook. Summore i looked so -dead- what with all my sleepless nights.
Then it was time to meet RUFFLES.

Chong's cute, cute, CUTE pomeranian ((:
The cute little thing looks like a mini lion~
ohmygoshh so dem cute! wanna just fluff him into a little furball!!!!!
{/11:56 PM} ♥
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
lost without you.
I'm flying back to KL. Flight's at 3pm. I cant wait (: but i don't want to leave melb ): My holidays just started what with me just handing in my assignment only yesterday. Sighhh. You can't have everything your way....so i've learned. Besides, i'll be back in Melb in a couple of weeks. I can do with that.
It's good to go home. Back to familiar weather. To familiar roads. To familiar (delicious) food. To familiar habits like running up and down the stairs. To my dad.

Melbourne cries with me, still.
{/5:05 AM} ♥
Monday, September 22, 2008
lost without you.
Just kill me already ):

I think i've had enough.
Dumb assignments.
Causing everyone to suicide.
The most potent eye cream won't clear my eyebags already.
The most super kao concealer wont cover them either.
And my room's collecting rubbish.
Sigh.
Need to vacuum again.
Oh, we finally got a new vacuum!
Our old one sucked because it didn't suck.
{/7:27 AM} ♥